my heart is heavy
my eyes wet with tears
do you even realize what it’s like without you here?

you say you won’t forgive,
but i don’t even care.
just hearing your voice now is more than i can bear.

there is nowhere i can hide.
the memories always seem to find me.
i cannot forget what we used to be.

those times you said you loved me,
was it always just a lie?
we knew it couldn’t work, so why did we even try?

the fantasies of my mind,
you killed and turned to pain.
and still i thought that my prince charming had finally came.

now i have a new dream
one you will never see
and a part of which i doubt you will ever, ever be.

in my dream i know happiness.
i have found eternal love.
it came in the form of Father, Son, and Dove.

yes, God will always love me
much, much more than you.
He will mend my broken heart, and i will start anew.

i wish you every happiness.
really and truly i do.
i forgive you for what you’ve done.

and i pray you forgive me too.