Dedicated to my Mother

I know I hurt your feelings and broke your heart
But remember I wasn't all bad from the start
I was once a kind kid with no sense of aggression
Now regretting the crimes I did I’m learning my lesson
I used to be shy back in elementary
Then I was that guy headed towards penitentiary
Life could of been easy if I did what you said
I caught my self-heading down a path soon to be dead
I know life wasn't easy trying to raise two kids
I want you to know Im thankful for everything you did
I used to get high scores and win silver medals
Now I rob stores and hang out in the ghettos
I used to be a sweet kid with no harmful intent
But now im seen as always guilty and never innocent
I used to be happy giving my family's trust
Now I'm looked at with a grim look of disgust
It’s all my fault I'm looked at this way
But now I’m changing it will all be ok
It's all my fault I am to blame
Here I am hanging my head in shame
It's all my fault I played life like a game
But when I get out things won’t be the same