Empty Inside

April 10, 2009
I’m desolate.

There’s nothing else to say.
There is nothing inside of me.

Nothing. Zip. Zero.

I’m void.
I can’t feel.
My brain feels


Disconnected,




Groggy,

Almost asleep.

Oh, how I wish I were asleep.
Locked up inside
A different world to explore.
I might feel something



Else than

This.
Hollowness. Emptiness.
The worst part is
Not being able to feel


Scared


Or alone.
Just vacancy

Inside of


Me.





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Truthwillprevail said...
Dec. 2, 2009 at 1:06 pm
I used to feel like this everyday! I had a depression problem and often had self-injuring and suicidal thoughts, though never carried through with any of them, thank God! The ONLY (and i do mean ONLY ) reason I came out of that was because I asked God to forgive me and pull me out of it. To feel his love and let it warm up and thaw out my frozen heart. And the crazy thing is, he loved me enough to do it. Even though all of my thoughts were 'Oh God! Why are you letting this happen to me!? Wh... (more »)
 
lovehate29 This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Jun. 15, 2009 at 5:56 pm
Awww this is beautiful and filled with so much emotion. I almost feel the same way.
 
brewer said...
May 13, 2009 at 1:20 am
I love this poem and you are right this is the way I pretty much feel and how I think about things, and thank you for the comment =)
 
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