I love god with all my heart, and am a full out christian... but is there truly a god? I believe yes but no one knows for sure unless you've gone to heaven or hell but then you wouldn't be here, right? So, maybe you have felt his presence? I know i have but no one will believe you unless you have proof. There are many complications to this "god" people talk of but weather you believe in him or not the only way to go to heaven is to believe in him even when you have your doubts and to never give up on him, even if his plan is not yours.