He wrote to me a letter. The most beautiful and saddest letter I’ve ever read. It tore my heart apart. I read it over 10 times and each line; each word snatches a part of my soul. He LOVED me, I still do but it’s over. He said things such as:” you are and will remain the woman if a life” , “I loved loving you” “you are the one I shared everything with”… I have built so many dreams and hopes with him. I have never been so loved and deep in my heart I know I will never be again.
It’s the kind of love you live once in a life time. It’s also the kind of love that breaks your life after it’s done. Grief, pain, sorrows… I yearn for everything that left and will never come back but I cannot afford quitting everything like that; though life has lost all sense of meaning to me. I can’t give up on it because of my sorrow. My life belongs to my family, my studies, to my friends, to my future…I cannot afford leaving all of those behind. Life goes on and I’m forced to keep up with it.