Nothing but a heartbreak like they always say. But they never tell you the details do they?? Well being heartbroken is one thing that leaves you hanging. Stuck in a cycle of emotion of memories all the good times and bad times. The one to stab you in the heart and let go of any hope you may have. The one to be left confused, unwanted, and left alone in the world. That's how it feels like you say that you care but you don't. You say you want to live on but really you just want to end this suffering by committing suicide. But you can't because you love so many of your friends you don't want this pain to be carried. You don't want to hurt anyone else. For one thing you sure lost yourself and gaining knowledge of who you are coming back life once again.
January 17, 2009