I feel empty and i have no clue why. I try to distract myself with constant anime shows but then in the midst of the show my heart surfaces and it beats with an empty thump. No sadness, no anger, no happiness, just plain silence and i realize that i may live with no purpose. That I've always just been wondering around searching for a new goal and new reasons so they could occupy my empty heart but eventually I'll find their answers or conclusion but no true closure. I thought that i live to find love but once i had it i didn't knew what to do with it but still it did occupied me with a strange satisfaction. Now that it's over i suppose i search for it again and hope for a different outcome.
Love. It's everywhere. On TV, in books, in schools, in homes, it's everywhere except my memories and in me. What do i seek from it? What could it possibly be about it that keeps me searching for more? I try to have the answers but when it comes to Love i am clueless as could be..