I thought we would last forever. I thought we would end up getting married. I would never imagined we would end. I gave him everything and he doesn't even care. He never cared. This really isn't fair. I shouldn't have to hurt. He is the one who cheated on me! Why should I have to suffer. I still sleep and eat but I feel different. I'm confused and distracted. I was outside for ten minutes and didn't even notice that it was raining. I'm hurting so bad and he isn't feeling anything at all. I don't know what to do now. I feel so alone and so confused. After all the pain he has put me through, I still love him.