Well if I had the gut I'd tell him that he was the only thing on my mind 99.9% of the time, that just thinking of him warmed my heart and made me smile, that i have feelings for him deeper than the sea, feelings strong enough to almost make me cry at night, that he means alot me, that he is not just someone I can talk to or trust he is my bestfriend and is a great one. He doesn't know me better than I do, but what does that matter he's the only one who makes me feel this way, every time I think of him I get the butterflies, every time I talk to him I always mess something up. I don't exactly know what it means and I don't know whether its good or bad, but I do know that it has grown and grown over time and I feel that it may grow strong, but who am I to say what tomorrow brings because I could plan out hate him tomorrow for I am not God he controls my future, but this is one thing I hope he has greater plans for.
I'd tell him
June 7, 2011