I'm being pushed, I'm being compressed. I'm being pressured. Love happens, it is not forced. It is human nature. You can't force nature to cause actions or emotions that just aren't there. You don't realize how hard it is to be in my position, you've had many signs. I just need a break from pressure, to get away. To be free, I want to be care free, and spread my wings. I'm getting to the point where I need help. Please, just stop. Things happen, they happen to everyone, you just have to bypass it. Don't let it bother you, when in my case. Its just too much. I'm sick of it, I'm done, It's over. Is it?
April 18, 2010