Why?

It’s going to be hard to say good bye once it hit January. Seeing you leave will be devastating. You are actually my sister to me (in a way) you were there. You were the only one that understands. Not my mom not my dad, YOU. Not even my sister the person I have to spend my whole day with when you are at home. I will miss when you used to ac like a mom to me. Always telling me “those boys are stupid and irresponsible these days. Pay no mind.” Even though you are from Costa Rica and don’t speak English I can understand you. But what I don’t understand is why? Why u have to leave me why are you not born in the United States? Why does the world have to be so cruel? Why does the world have to end? I mean yea I know it will end, but why end like this?

I love you Valentina and I will miss you. I don’t understand this world but I know I understand our relationship.