Do you ever have those days when you just want to drift away rather than face the music? You'd want to be in that major key, instead of the minor, yeah I've been frequently, continuously, and currently, lost in the music. It's like im completely lost in a treturous love song that never ends. I just cant find the right notes. The outside of the music is beautiful, because it sounds wonderful when it is sung, but when you really listen to the lyrics, you realize the sorrow within the song. I'm not sure who the composer is, or how fast, slow, or when this music is going to stop, but I guess I just have to keep singing to find out. But at the end, will it be my grand finale, or will there be many more songs to come about the same subject? Right now I don't know. The only thing I do know, is right now, I must face the music, and find the melody within me, and harmony within other people and myself. But within each obstacle of my life, will I be ready to take that breath?
Music is my life.
April 18, 2010