What inspired me to write this story is my friend Manar(a.k.a Nari),and Nancy,my teacher Ms.Decook and Ms.Malone.
I have been staying inside the house for the couple few month,why? because of the boy who i thought "like" me "care" about me was kissing some other girl behind my back.Really i thought I'm his "babe".I trusted him,but really he is a big jerk who goes around and hurt girls heart and i swear he is so good at acting,his cuteness will get you so fast.I never thought he could hurt me like that,i never thought he could go and kiss other girls behind my back.Well enough of "i never thought"i have choose to move on and not date boys anymore,i mean i don't trust buys anymore they are all jerks.Today i thought i will go out and get some ice cream because if i don't get out of here my mom is going to get in my last nerve,well she already have "Theodora if you don't get down here me and you are going to have a long talk",ohmygosh,when she say"me and you are going to have long talk"i feel like hiding under my bed,she is always up with my life.This is how she sound how like:
Mom-so honey tell me how is your life.
Me-My life is fine mom
Mom-so are you dating anyone?
she looked at me with those eyes as to say "your not telling me the truth"
Me-okay,yes I'm dating someone mom.
that was before i broke up with my "jerk"ex-boyfriend.
Mom-is he nice?
Me-mom what kind of question is that?
Me-if he wasn't nice than i wouldn't have go out with him,so yeah he is nice.
Really if i new how much of a jerk he was i would not have gone out with him.
Mom-do you love him/does he love you ?
Me-Mom yeah...i do love him"/"he does love me,now i want to go back to my room this talk is over.
Mom-do you use protection?
Me-we never thought of having S...whatever you're thinking,but we did thought we were too young to have...whatever you're thinking.
The "jerk"was forcing me to have sex with him but i never did want to.I mean I plan to not have sex until married.
Mom-well good,whenever your ready would you please use protection because i do not what another kid in this house.
Mom-and oh,whenever your ready come and talk to me,okay hon.
Me-Like i would,bye.
This is why i do not want to have "long talk" with my mom,this is why i feel like hiding under my bed,and this is why I'm going out to have some ice cream.I wore my favorite shirt that say "Bite me",my favorite skinny jeans,and my DC shoes.