this was written out of anger,hurt, and improvement to myself as a person.
PERFACE: WHATS HAPPENING I’m so sick of everything! Nobody knows the pain I go through. Everybody sees me as this girl who’s tough but everyday I walk down the hall and it feels like a never-ending path to nowhere. Seeing everybody all happy in the hall, that’s when I realize, I’m lonely. People say they are there but their not. All my friends care about me but I don’t feel like anyone really does care about me. All of this just gets worse when I get home. It seems everyone constantly bi***es me at. I hate this I wish I could just leave and escape everything and everybody. But I cant. I don’t know why everything is so bad cant stand here or even being alive, I used to wake up wanting to get up and live life, but now I wake up thinking man I wish I didn’t just wake up. My whole life has been a constant struggle for the acceptance of my friends, family, and classmates. Ever since I was young I would get teased and made fun of because of many reasons but I can never be accepted by anybody. That’s why I am the way I am. The way I am is so beyond depressed there’s no words to describe it. Everyday I feel worthless and hopeless, like all I have to do is sit and take s**t from everybody in my life. Hi, my name is Chrystal and I’m 15 years old in high school; I’ve had a long painful journey in my life dealing with the struggles of high school. I just want all this pain to stop. This all started when I moved, or taken against my will with no say at all in it to Puerto Rico.