I love you in ways I can't explain

In ways the word love can't say

When someone says I love you father than the moon the mean it

When I say it I mean beyond any galaxy

You stuck with me through thick and thin

And you know when to be there

I love you in ways nobody can explain

You are my best friend/sister for a reason

When I need to talk you're there

When I am feeling down you're there

Love is a word most people can explain

Love is a word most people can express

But in the way I love you I can't explain

We have been there for each other

We have told our secrets to each other

We even made dreams together

Like I want to be a writer

And you want to draw

We know how to express our feelings to each other

And I love you for that

You and I have been there for each other

And always will be

I love you more than love says

I loved him once upon a time

Now all I see him as is a brother

We got in an argument

And we hurt each other

He took the blame

Even the blame is on both of us

He lets me win

Even when I know he can win

I tell him I couldn't live without him

He promises me he won't

And I want to bloody believe him

He told me he should've done it a while ago

I throw a fit telling him he can't

I tell him his life means a lot to me

He is like an older brother I don't have

I need him for many reasons

I need him to hear me rant

I need him to lean on when I am sad

I need him as a brother

And I need him to not take his life

I also know he needs me

He needs to trust me again

I need him to trust me again

I need him

I met him when I was 10

I loved him with all my heart

On my 11th birthday he asked me one thing

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

I looked at him, smiled and said yes

Then two years later I lost him

He was in a car crash

And I almost took my life to be with him

Then I felt him

His warmth enveloped me

I smelt his citrus and cinnamon smell

And then I knew he wanted me to live

He tells me everything

He tells me about solace and the prism

He says he is my guide

Here to protect me

I say one thing over and over again

"I love youGraysom"

I can hear him but can't see him

But a few times he will let me see him

He was still the same

His blonde wavy hair, grey stormy eyes, and his lips

Grayson was my everything

And he left me

He told me that he choose to stay in the prism

That he wanted to be with me

When he first said this I cried

I love him so much

I miss you Grayson!

With all my heart

I don't care if you scream and shout

But I will care if you hurt me

If you grab me

You will regret it

I will always fight back

No matter what it takes

Your nasty words won't phase me

Until you hurt me

Don't hurt me

Unless you want me to hurt you

If you grab me

You will regret it

I will fight back

No matter what my state is

Your cussing won't do harm

But your body will

You lay one hand one me

I will fight back

You can't hurt me

Without me putting up a fight

Then you might learn you lesson

Your words don't hurt

But your body will

And I will always fight back

Despite my state

I hang out with guys

Sometimes I am a guy

Guys are better friends then girls

A lot of the times

When I am sad guys are there

Like Zach

He held me when I was sad

Zach didn't care that I cried on him

In chapel I cried silently on him

I was sad cause my sister

She had ditched me most of the week

But Zach made it partly better

Maybe guys are better friends

When I am sad guys are always there

Like Zach

He held me tight

I felt better around him

Except when Taylor flirted with him

She asked if I was ok or mad at her

I said yeas and no

Then Zach asked me the same thing

And then is said no and yes

Taylor left

Zach took my hand and held it

And he pulled me closer to him

So I leaned on him

And started crying again

But I felt better around him again

Guys are better friends then girls

A lot of the times anyway

Maybe guys are just better friends

When I am sad guys are there

Just like Zach