There comes a point in life where you have to do stuff for yourself not for everyone else, sometimes you just have to take the time to calm down and relax for even a moment to get your life in order, take some time to think about what your doing and take baby steps to make it through everyday till you have your life in order the way you want.

I've gone the past couple years following orders from everyone, not doing things on my own, and always relying on someone else for help. I just recently got everything close to back in order, and the change has been hard but I'm still trying to make it through, I hope the people that see this learn to stand up for themselves and take control of their own lives and be happy.