Oh, Baby This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine.

     It was the end of my junior year and like many, I was looking forward to summer. Unlike most kids at my school, I was also going to be a mom. I kept wondering if I would be able to take care of a child at the age of 17. I was too young to be a mom.

During the nine months of pregnancy, I was faced with lots of obstacles. School was a lot harder than I expected, with everyone staring, pointing and laughing at me. I had always struggled to get good grades and once pregnant, it got a lot harder. Everything became more difficult as the months passed because I got tired more quickly. Just getting up for school was a feat.

In the final months, I was getting scared - scared of the delivery and scared that I wasn’t responsible enough to take care of a helpless child. I was so busy trying to get everything ready for the baby that I barely had time for my family or myself. I was working after school and on weekends to earn money to take care of my baby. I kept telling myself that everything would be okay after she was born.

This past Christmas I went to the hospital to have my baby. I was scared and anxious but after 14 hours of labor, I finally had my baby girl. The doctors warned me that it wouldn’t be easy taking care of a baby, and it isn’t. The pressure of being a mom is almost unbearable. I got up every hour for many nights and was completely exhausted.

I have found a babysitter who watches my daughter while I am in school. This is my last semester of senior year but it is really hard to take care of my baby and attend school. No one can understand what it is like to have a baby at the age of 17 unless they have experienced it themselves. I am now 18, but still too young to be a mom. I am going to struggle to go to college in the fall, but I think I am strong enough to handle work, college and a child. I have realized that life is short and I am not going to be able to experience my teenage or college years like most, but I am lucky to have been blessed with my daughter.

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Lily">This teenager is a 'regular' and has contributed a lot of work, comments and/or forum posts, and has received many votes and high ratings over a long period of time. said...
Jan. 11 at 3:56 am
i love this so much!
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JustListen88 This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Apr. 7, 2011 at 7:10 pm
This is amazing. I would be terrified of the whole experience, but you handled it extremely well. Good luck in school, and achieve those dreams; they are only an arms reach away.
fictionlover10 This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Jul. 11, 2010 at 6:20 pm
This was great! Thank you for writing this, it was very insightful. I'll hopefully never go through what you did and are, as I'm a teen also, but I have a lot of respect for you. Good luck!
rosaliehale said...
May 18, 2010 at 6:31 pm
this was well written  and although I cant say I know what it means to be a mom I an say it takes hard work. I babysit two small children through the week while there mom works and Im thankful when I get to go home and rest but you dont get to and that takes true strengh
iamsomeone said...
Apr. 27, 2010 at 12:35 pm
A very heart warming piece. Well my dear friend, allow me to say this to you, but your determination to move on with life as you help your daughter grow will make you stronger. Just don't lose hope for great things will come along the way as long as you continue living with your daughter. I am wishing you all the best. I'll pray for you too.
PnO4EvA said...
Apr. 5, 2010 at 2:11 pm
where is ur daughters father??...does he help out wif it all too??
kimmycakes said...
Jan. 18, 2010 at 6:59 pm
i am 14, and i have a friend that is 15 she just had her baby around christmas also :((
emyxbaby said...
Nov. 19, 2009 at 9:24 am
So well written. My best friend is a teen mom and i know how much strength it takes. I admire you for your strength and determination. (:
CaseyLeigh This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Nov. 8, 2009 at 3:54 pm
This piece is very eye-opening. Amazing. :]
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