So the New Year is coming up. I'm excited but in a way, I just get this feeling that nothing is going to change for me. I have many resolutions to make, like lose weight, get a toned body, be less shy, speak more, smile more, relax more, etc. See where I'm headed? So you could see that the New Year is pretty harsh on me already and it hasn't even came yet. I just don't know. I don't even know what I want in life yet and I'm a Junior in high school with two more quarters of school then I'll be a senior. It's scary and although I want to make many changes, I don't know if every change will be for the better or for the worse. Maybe I'm just over thinking. Like they say, over thinking kills happiness.