Jason Hoffman was the love of my life. We had been dating for four years yet something was not right. I was scared and afraid of leaving him. I thought that if I left he would not be there. When I was in Denison in my third foster home, he was hit by a train. I was devastated. I prayed everyday that he would be alright, that he would make it. On December 30, 2012 Jason died. I cried for months before finally accepting it. I still have a hard time trying to move on and I need to learn how to. This is really hard for me to try and overcome. Yet, I will continue to keep trying because no matter how hard it may be, I am strong. Not just for me but for anyone else who cannot be.