Losing You

April 8, 2013
By CookieMonster24 PLATINUM, Delhi, Other
CookieMonster24 PLATINUM, Delhi, Other
25 articles 2 photos 149 comments

I’ve just come back from school, and I’m on my computer already! I could do anything to distract myself from your thoughts…I could read a book, do my homework or even have lunch.
But I just don’t want to. Because right now, all I really want to do is think about you. Think about the memories we made. Together. Or when we were apart. I knew I had you…and now I know that I don’t.

Our memories…that’s all I’m really left with. Remember the day when we first met and how I annoyed you with my not-so-funny jokes, and how you pretended to laugh at them? And the day when we had our first biggest fight and how you gave me a card that said “Open this envelope with a smile because today is a special day for you” on my birthday? And how that made us friends again? You’d made my day, really.
My chest hurts. It feels so empty.

I love us. I love everything about us. Everything. And I never wanted this to end. I hate seeing you go away. I just wish I could stop you somehow and tell you how much I need you here. With me forever. But that would be selfish.
Yesterday, I died a little inside when you said you’d be leaving at 10pm for your flight. And I was just like,”Wow, so you really ARE leaving us.”
But I can’t help it, can I? Neither can you. I just realized how much I hated goodbyes. I don’t want to ‘goodbye’ you.

The truth is, I’ve never been open to many people. I’ve been shy and quiet. So if I loved you enough to tell you all my secrets and show you the real me…you must be very special.
I regret everything I’ve said or done to hurt you. I’m sorry. I never meant to do those things to you.
No matter the distance between us, no matter where you are, or where I am…I will always love you. And I just hope you love me too. Just for me, make sure Canada treats you better than we did.
You’re my best friend; you’ll always be my best friend. You’re my best friend for life.
You’re taking away eight years of my life with you. You’re the only person who actually got me, who could tell when I was upset, who knew how to make me feel better...and now that person is going away.

Will you just do me a favor? Just promise me one thing, okay? Promise me that you will never forget about me. That you will always remember that you had a friend named Harshita.
And that’s all I want you to do.


The author's comments:
For my BFFL.
Dated: 2/04/13

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on Feb. 8 2016 at 3:11 am
ForeverMystery GOLD, Toronto, Other
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Favorite Quote:
“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”

I read this again and I'm crying :P I really hope to see you soon *if you know what I mean ;)* Love ya

on Jun. 6 2013 at 1:53 am
Miss.OnlyGirl SILVER, Perry, Utah
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Favorite Quote:
The only predictable thing about life is that it's going to be unpredictable.

I hope you'd we your best friend again cookie(:

on Apr. 18 2013 at 6:42 am
Fallen_ PLATINUM, Quakertown, Pennsylvania
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Favorite Quote:
" a shattered world is only an opening into a new beginning with laughs, smiles, and love all around enter the world of the light and away from the broken darkness"

This is great swipe away tears with irenie you got what alot of poeple try to get and wrte down perfectly it was amazing way to go and keep it up

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on Apr. 18 2013 at 6:40 am
GreyGirl ELITE, Pohang,Kyungbuk, Other
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Aww. This is so sweet. *Wipes away a tear* I know exactly what it’s like to have a best friend and lose her, but I’ve never been able to express it so well. Keep writing *sniffle* You’re very good!

on Apr. 16 2013 at 11:49 am
CookieMonster24 PLATINUM, Delhi, Other
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Awww...thanks so much Andrew <3 :'D

on Apr. 14 2013 at 4:32 am
CookieMonster24 PLATINUM, Delhi, Other
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AGGHH XD THANKS

on Apr. 13 2013 at 9:07 am
ForeverMystery GOLD, Toronto, Other
11 articles 0 photos 56 comments

Favorite Quote:
“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”

you idjit! do you think i'll ever forget you??? awesome work by the way...

on Apr. 12 2013 at 11:38 am
romanticpoet GOLD, Dhaka, Other
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Favorite Quote:
love is like a rose, it has many colors & sights of beauty in spite of having thorns

a very creative work

on Apr. 9 2013 at 4:26 pm
Redhead_Squishy BRONZE, West Des Moines, Iowa
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I know I'm gay...but I think I shouldn't go unmentioned that I'm crying right now. It was so beautiful...and I'm always there when you want to talk.


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