You're my light in the darkness and my strength when I'm weak. Words cant't explain how much I love you and willing to give you my all. You make me put my pride to the side and think before I act. You make me feel like tomorrow is guaranteed, and if its not, then I know I got to be with you. I close my eyes and I see my future with you. I want to dedicate all my time and strength to making you happy. I want to be next to you each and everyday, and be in your arms all night. I would do anything for you because that's how deep my feelings for you go. I'm upset with myself because I wish I would've saved myself for you, instead of giving my love away to someone else before you. I would've loved you to be my first and only. But I can honor you with my love, loyalty, and respect. When I lay in my bed at night and talking to you, I tell you I'm tired or have to get off, just because I want to lay in the dark and have a discussion with God about you and His plans for us.
October 25, 2012