There are so many days where I just want to give up. I get so sick of being emotionally tired. Some days I feel like I have nothing to live for. Like I have no place in this world. I just feel like ending everything. I just want to cry, to let everything that I've been keeping inside pour out. I try hard to make my life what I want it to be but somehow something goes wrong, and I'm right back to where I started. Sometimes I wish that I had a time machine that would launch me into the future, because a huge part of me feels like the future is where I want to be. I don't understand why I have to be stuck where I am. Why can't I just move forward? The past scares me, and the present is breaking me apart, soon there will be nothing left for the future. I know many people must feel the way I do, and I wish I could talk to those people. So I wouldn't feel so alone in my battle. If you feel stuck, if you feel scared, if you feel alone, I feel the same way.
Wanting To Give Up
August 22, 2012