There's a god, you just need to wait for his good doings to happen. Not give up after one try. God saved my best friend from dying in that car crash. He took the blame for drinking and driving, but what he didn't know was I was praying. I prayed to god that he would survive the crash, wake up in the hospital alive and breathing. I believe if I hadn't been praying god wouldn't have heard his cries and god wouldn't have saved his life. You may not want to believe it, but he's always there. No matter what or where you stand in life. God is everywhere.