Nobody should ever know the feeling of losing the person they love. Whether it is to death, drugs, or someone else, no one should know the feeling. I myself know the heartache a person can go through after losing someone all too well. I felt hopeless and I cried for hours on end talking to a friend on the phone. I contemplated cutting myself and ending it all, I just wanted my life to be over to be done. Then I realized that losing someone is just part of life and not everything is meant to last forever. The saying is, “Good things come to those who wait”. And I have waited long enough now fate is bringing him back to me. I’m getting a second chance and this is all I needed the feeling of loss is gone.
May 2, 2011