I don't know what it is, but I don;t want to be here. Why be here and we are locked inside this apartment with no freedom. All because you don't trust the outside world? Let me experience this. I want to feel the breeze and hear the outsided noises. I wish I could've stayed at school. Maybe, then, I would have some type of releasing of mind. So, I sit in my crouched position and pray that my future comes easily and not as hard as people say it would. Then, I see and opening, I see daylight. Finally, I see other people. I am no longer a person who has to sit in this cell block. Finally, get out of these four walls and explore the wonder. No one can feel as great as me. Not right now, I feel as if there is no limit to bringing down my shine. I am too young to stay inside and notice anything of my childhood. I, finally, get to let go.
To Be Released
April 26, 2011