The scariest experience as a child for me would be about my parents. Never knowing if they are going to stay together or break apart. Even though they would try an hide their problems, but it was obvious as I got older. There was no way in hiding it anymore. Those were the hardest 4 years of my life seeing my daddy with another woman and my mama trying to go on in her life without him. Also, hearing another little unknown child calling him daddy and trying to figure out where she came from. It's too late now, because she is here and not there. When you're young it's to hear your parents argue, but even harder to understand why. Like why would they be arguing when you thought they loved each other. Maybe they but, but nothing good lasts forever.
January 25, 2011