I'm not ready to let you go, but I don't have a choice. I know we'll see each other again, and I know you'll still love me, but being away from you for so long send agonizing pain through my body. It hurts so badly, like electricity shooting through my veins. This physical separation has not only destroyed my happiness, but yours as well. I truly hate myself for the pain I'm putting you through. I'm sorry.
December 15, 2010