How Stupid I was

November 28, 2010
There was a single rose laid across my doorstep. There was a note, saying who it was from and who it was too, but I knew it was for me, from you. You’re such a jerk, you cheat me, and play me like cards, then you go and put a rose hoping it will help everything, well it doesn’t. You act like you never do anything wrong, then when you realize I really am not coming back to you, you act sorry and do this; put a rose on my door.
Twice before, you apologized, and I was stupid to go back to you because of one mere “sorry”, that I doubted you even meant. But now you’re desperate, I won’t say “it’s ok” when you give me a fake apology, I won’t forgive you when you smile at me and tell me that you love me and will never hurt me again. You’re so desperate to get me back now that you’ve gave me chocolates, jewelry, and now a rose. Every time you give me a gift, I take it and throw it in the dumpster on the other street; I don’t even want to put what you’ve touched in my house.
I really hate you, and I really can’t believe you. You think everything is ok with a “sorry” and maybe a daisy. Then if that doesn’t work, you think its ok with an “I really am sorry, really”, and a box of chocolates. Neither of those have worked, but you still won’t give up.
I can’t understand your messed up mind, and how you think I’ll just forgive you and run into your arms. That’s what you think will happen, but surprise! It won’t. I won’t ever love you again, when I think of you, I won’t think of how cute you are, and I won’t think of how much I THOUGHT you cared about me. I’ll just think about how stupid I was to believe in you,
how stupid I was to love you.

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timeformetofly7 said...
Dec. 23, 2010 at 6:17 pm
Woah this was awesomee!!! Strong voice!! i admire u n ur work :)))
writerinfinity replied...
Dec. 23, 2010 at 8:26 pm
Thanks so much, it's always encouraging to get good feedback! Thanks again!!
maddimaee said...
Dec. 21, 2010 at 12:00 am
This is a good story but maybe you should write about what your boyfriend did to make you hate him so much. That way the reader can really feel your feelings and pain for how much of a jerk he was in the past.
writerinfinity replied...
Dec. 21, 2010 at 6:09 pm
That's a really good idea, thankyou. I will deffinitely take that into consideration. Thanks for reading it!
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