I wonder when I'm gonna really grow up. When I'm gonna make decions. I don't know who I am right now. Am I a democrat or republican? I beileve in the bible but I don't act as christian if I should. Is that ok? Am I selfish or will I care about other people more as I get older? I don't want to make the wrong decisons and regret them in the future. I know that thinking about it right now isn't going to answer my questions but sometimes these are the things that flood my head. I don't even know who I want to be. I know that I don't want to be an iggnorant or disrespectful person. I guess if I was gonna be like that I would be like that now. I don't care if I have lots of money or a big fancy house, I just want to be happy and healthy. I'll work hard to be who I want to be.