I feel as though, as though I've lost a game. A game, that at times, was overly fun, exciting, exuberating. Although... A game that needed to end. That I didn't want to loose,but that took so much energy, I hade no choice... other than to give up; forfit. Sadly, I'm talking about friendship. A friendship even if not seemingly so, a friendship I cared about. Although I feel I've lost a friendship,even if not realizing it maybe it actually decided to loose me. People may seem to give up, to loose, to forfit but maybe, it's needed to be looked upon... as being strong enough; to walk away. Even though there have been times when we have had long time outs in this game called friendship, time outs that seemed like loosing, the game started up again, but this was the final restart and end to this game, for the other team did not play fair when there partner team tried so hard to do nothing but play perfect, so this again was the last play with a forfit, a loss, not a timeout.
October 9, 2010