You know that feeling when it seems like no one will listen? Well I've had that feeling for months, yet still, it feels like no one is listening. I cry everyday fustration always building inside me until I explode. I have temper tantrums like im 3 years old again, trying to get someone to listen to me, but still no one does. It feels like I'm blue and not red, standing out and being treated differently then everyone else. Like I'm an old ugly dog at the pound and everyone else is a pampered poodle. I don't like that feeling. You always say you will listen, but it seems like whatever I say, flys by you in an instant, your mind someplace else but here. The promises you keep, you break. It hurts. I've been trying to tell you but no, no one listens, and I hate that feeling.
September 28, 2010