All I did was ask for was help. All I ever needed was help. All you ever did was yell. All you ever did was ignore my cry. All I ever did was wish you pay some attention to me. All I ever wanted was for you to like me. But I guess it's true you cant always have what you want. Because if that was true I would have you. Everyday I have to see the hate in your eyes. Everyday I had to fake a smile to you, to hold back my anger, my tears, my pain. I guess i'll have to keep holding it back. I guess i'll have to live with it. But no longer will I let you to push me around. No longer will you have me under your thumb No longer will you blackmail me with my secrets. I am my own person and no longer will be controlled.
June 19, 2010