Just when you think a friendship is at its strongest the smallest things shatter it like cheap glass. So were we lying to ourselves or was this just a misunderstanding? Or was this just never meant to be? I come to suspect that all the major changes in both our lives has taken a toll on us both and i dont think i can fix it this time. I cant be strong for others when I'm not strong enough to keep myself together. And Emerson's way of life is becoming more and more logical to me. It's time to drop the baggage, mine and everyone else's, and go out to find myself. Because honestly my back (heart) is starting to hurt.