Life. Have you ever just stopped and thought about it. I mean everything that you have here on earth is from God. The reason for your own being is because of God. And in a moments time he can take all of that away. I try not to take thing for granted in life. And the one time I did God took the most dearest thing to me. I knew that I need a life change. I needed to get back to my old ways of putting all my time and effort into serving God. Acourse I'm only human and we all make mistakes. I've still have mine. But the road to recover was a lot diffcult then expected. Changing my old ways ment losing a really close friend because they were bringing me down. That was one of the devil's way but as i started to read my bible again and pray alot harder. I started to feel God prescene in my room again the way it used to be. Once i changed my old ways i could see a difference in my relationship with my friends i was no longer mad at any of them. I could feel my anger starting to go down and cool off. It felt so good to have the comfort of someone who loves me more than anything. Because God is nothing but love. His love is the type of love that you can't find here on Earth. So with that in my mind I started to get back to the old me. The one that was so inlove with God and you could tell he was number one in my life. With getting closer to God i felt like a new person. A person that could take on the hardships of life and see the postive in things. And i did. With God back in my life i feel like that no matter what comes into my life i can take it on