Life seems to be at an end for me. The pain I bear is horrible. No one is here for me. I face this world alone. In the darkness, the pain gets deeper and deeper but no one knows… only me. How I wish to be taken out of this misery. Will anything change? I hear a voice whisper “I love you and you must believe in me” But who are you? I will never know. I feel empty and all my complains shrink to nothing. I am ashamed of all my something’s. I shall never be fully alive.
January 2, 2010