I still love him, yah know? Always have always will. That’s just who he is to me. It doesn't mean I love everything about him or everything he does, cause it's far from that. It’s just that when I see him I can't help but smile. I do everything I can to see him throughout the day, and when we talk I try to make myself seem better than I am to impress him. I don't have to impress him; he likes me just as I am. But it's a human reaction to love. I shouldn't love him, though. It’ll never work, but it's always there pinching me making sure I don't forget.