I wake up to a bright morning. The sun is shining through my window. For the first time I am not scared for people to see the real me. Ever since I was little I went to a private school. It was nice I had my friends. But just so I can fit in I lied to all the people that I love. I lost my best friend. For the first time I knew what it felt like to have no one to talk to. I thought for a long time. I did not know if I should make things right or let them be. I finally decided to make things right with my best friend. Even though I learned my less I still feel the need to try and fit in. But no matter how hard I try I will always be different in my own way. I feel left out all the time. Through all this I found out the hard way that I should love my life because not many people have someone they can talk to. So for now on I will always be positive and not let anything bring me down.
August 9, 2012