I feel like a bad teen movie. Like one of those classic geeks. Is it just a typical teenage fantasy that I feel must ne fulfilled? My mother says I’m too young. My father wants to know when I’m going to start. I feel that I’m the ugliest girl in the world. One that is diseased and no one wants to touch. I feel like a dork, a dork for never having been kissed at 17, never having been on a date, so inexperienced in the world of teenage love. Don’t be so overdramatic my mind screams you’re only 17. I may be 17, but I feel thirty. Having never been kissed by 17 is like never going to the movies, it’s just not right! But I’m sure ill find love. A love that is overwhelming to all my senses. A love that fills me so full I feel I might burst. But then again who cares? I’m just an overdramatic teenager right?
One for Me
April 7, 2010