I Cry for Her

April 9, 2009
By IRBFGW DIAMOND, Cincinnati, Ohio
IRBFGW DIAMOND, Cincinnati, Ohio
53 articles 1 photo 223 comments

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"Hey, assbutt!" Supernatural, Castiel.


Empty hearts cry alone, cry for attention and love. They want friends, they want love. Some say “tis better to have love and lost, than to never have loved at all”. Maybe that’s true for some people. But the love I once had, eats me up everyday, for I let it slip through my fingers. It tortures me everyday.

I often come across a picture of her. I look into her eyes, and cry. What can I do? She’s now hundreds of miles away. It kills, it kills me inside everyday.

As a big sister figure, she was my protection. Her voice kills me, a pain worse than a knife stuck into my arm a thousand times. For her beautiful voice is far away now. So, so far away. Unanswered love hurts.

Sometimes I dream of her. I can picture her perfectly in my mind. She’s holding me, comforting me while I cry. I wake up, and I murmur “Taylor, Taylor.” Than I look around and cry harder, for she is not there. I’m alone to face the world on my own. Who can help me now? I punch my pillow in anger, anger for her not being there when I so desperately need her. After hours, I fall asleep.

The feeling of hatred is worse. Does she still love me? Am I forgotten in her heart? Was I ever there? Because I need her. I wish she knew that. My God, I wish she knew that. Until than I will cry, cry in memory of my beautiful Taylor, my angel, my big sister. Too late, she is gone. For that was then, and this is now. She has moved on, and I am yet to. Sometime I wonder if I will ever get over this. Because it still hurts, it still hurts.

The author's comments:
I want to make this perfectly clear that I wrote this about a freind, a role model. Nothing more than a big sister to me. Please tell me if you liked it or not.

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on Nov. 5 2009 at 4:02 pm
distant_dreamer GOLD, Belmont, New Hampshire
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Wow, that was amazingly good and powerful! I could feel the pain all the way through! You have a very bright future ahead of you!!! Please check out my work if you get a chance, I would really love your feedback!!! :) Keep it up!!!

on May. 1 2009 at 12:50 am
MomoSaysRawrr BRONZE, Kankakee, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
"In the end, everyone's going to hurt you. You just have to find the ones worth suffering for."
-Bob Marely

"Don't narrate... Paint! Draw! Build! CREATE!" -Jack London

wow!!! every time i read it i well up! i have facebook too!

on Apr. 24 2009 at 2:52 am
RainWashed PLATINUM, Park City, Utah
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"Repeat the good and the bad. Do it all again. And pile on the years."

I think this was a really moving piece for me because i couldn't image not having my best friends around to comfort me in my most struggling times. You did a great job on this piece of writing. I'm sorry about Taylor though.

on Apr. 18 2009 at 4:13 pm
MomoSaysRawrr BRONZE, Kankakee, Illinois
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Favorite Quote:
"In the end, everyone's going to hurt you. You just have to find the ones worth suffering for."
-Bob Marely

"Don't narrate... Paint! Draw! Build! CREATE!" -Jack London

my God, that was beautiful.... I yearn for your skill. Please tell me what you did not understand about my "Black Nail Polish"?

Sincerely,

Morissa


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