So there's this boy who I sort of like, but not in a relastionship way. He's a good guy and everything, but I thiink i hurt him..a lot. I didn't mean to, but I know I did. We spent some quality time together, it I dont want to become enemies because it didn't work out. He's the type of guy who is going to do something with his life, but im not saying he wont; he doesn't need a girl like me to be around him, but im not saying that I'm not good for him, I'm just not ready. He does all these sweet things for me which I adore, but I'm not ready to be in a relationship. I don't want to loose focus and get side tracked on school, while being in a relationship. He deserves way better, and I know that I'm not the one for him. We always want to talk to one other, but instead we are running away from the truth. No matter what goes on, I told him that i would always be there for him. I never cry, i don't share my thoughts or feelings, and i never show it