I can’t stand to see you like this. You have no use of your brain. You have all of these wires hooked up to your body. You have been in a coma for three days. The doctor said that you won’t come out of it. If you stay like this you will turn into a vegetable. The only reason you are alive is because you are on life support. Today I prayed that you would die. I don’t want you to feel anymore pain. It’s hard for me to say that I want you to die when I love you so much. How can I tell someone that I love them, I want them to die. I can’t stand to see you like this anymore. I will always love you. You died four and a half years ago on December 31, 2004. I couldn’t believe that you were really dead. I didn’t want to believe it. I will remember you for ever.

LOVE, YOUR GRANDSON