every girl right? every girl has to fall in love, fall in hate or fall in lust, but it takes a real girl to when to guit or when to say no. but what happens when you dont know and you dont know where to turn and you dont know what to do? i fell in love, or rather lust, and later fell in hate with him. he cheated, lied, decieved. i didnt know what to do, or who to turn to. EMO KID they'd yell at me but who was i to care. i lost the only boy i thought i loved. the only one for me. i hated life enough as it is and couldnt stand anything about. i saw him with her two weeks after i found out. all i yelled was liar! deciever! cheater! and i fell in hate with him from that moment forward.
i wish i knew.
February 24, 2009