The Ultimate High This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine.

   I have found that one needs a passion to survive. That passion can be a sport, aperson, even a place. For me, it is acting. Acting is my escape, what I live for,and the only thing that makes me feel whole. I love the theater at my school, andthe people who are involved with it.

The theater has given me more than Iever thought possible. In eighth grade, I had my first kiss on stage, and wasprivy to a world of new ideas and perspectives on the way theater is run. Thenext year, I was given a bigger part, and learned more about life than everbefore. This year, I signed up the first week of school to audition for "TheCrucible." We had to perform a two-minute monologue for the first round ofauditions. More and more people signed up for auditions, and I became doubtful Iwould ever get called back. By the day of my audition, about 70 people had signedup.

I stepped onto the stage to perform my monologue for the director. Iacted confident and cheerful, even though my insides were writhing. Still, I aman actress. I began my monologue, projecting my voice to the best of my ability.I started thinking, Hey, this isn't that bad. It is actually kind of fun. All ofa sudden I heard a giggle from the audience. Then a laugh. By the time mymonologue was over, the director was hysterical. He couldn't even say thank youwithout cracking up again. I smiled warmly as I left the stage, thinking, Not badat all.

The first thing I did Monday morning was check to see if I got acallback. I practically broke my neck running from the car to the theater in myinsanely high-heeled shoes. When I finally reached the theater, unharmed, I wentto the call board.

No, no, no, where is my name? Ahh! There it is! I got acallback! I was excited, to say the least. I checked the other names and foundthat an exceptionally talented group of people had been called back. Many of themhad starred in previous plays. I knew I would have to do extremely well to beconsidered for a role.

I was scheduled for the second day of callbacks. Iwent to the first to observe and take notes on what people were doing. For thecallback we had to do what's called a cold reading: act out scenes without havingpreviously read them. For mine, I was the lead woman in love with a farmer, whowas played by my friend's brother. I went up on stage with confidence, but when Ileft I thought I could have done better.

Later, I was asked to readagain with a senior named Sean. Sean is, without a doubt, one of the best actorsto ever come through my high school. I couldn't help thinking, Wait, they want meto read with Sean? The Sean who has starred in every play he has ever auditionedfor? The Sean who is a legend here? That Sean?

I felt so intimidated as Isat in my seat, waiting to be called. Sean sat there like it was no big deal. Hereally looked like the handsome, carefree star everyone adored. I was just anunderclassman, and had absolutely no idea how I was going to go up there. When wewere called, I could feel the intense power he projected. It was acting like Ihad never experienced. All at once I was confident. I felt powerful, and I wantedto match his intensity. At one point he pulled me to him and looked deeply at me.After that he was not the talented senior and I the giddy underdog; we became theparts, we lived them. I could feel his hot breath on my cheek and his stronghands engulfing my arms. At that moment we had a connection unlike any I had everfelt. It was the ultimate high.

I became one of 20 people cast in"The Crucible." I am so thankful for that opportunity, and think thatif I have other auditions as good as that one, I may be cast in more plays. Ican't help but think of the future and where my love for acting will take me. Fornow, I am just a kid with a dream who hopes to someday make that dream a reality.Perhaps someday is not that far away. Hello, Hollywood!

This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. This piece has been published in Teen Ink’s monthly print magazine.

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