I don't ever want to go to school anymore these days because of one person. I know it sounds stupid, butever since I uttered the phrase over a text message (probobly not the best way to do it), "I don't think our frindship is working out, maybe we shouldn't be frineds." It all went downhill from there. I get tons of e-mails and text messages and notes at school. It's really hard trying to explain everything, especially when the person won't listen to what you have to say. Now understand, I don't want to be friends with this person but I also don't want to fight or be enimys. It didn't work out, she is dwelling on it, and won't let it go. I swear she has problems, but I won't tell her first of all because she knows, and second of all I'm not afraid but I'm almost positive that it would turn into a fist fight, and I've never been in one and don't plan to any time soon. I'm just not that kind of person. It's not the boring lectures and note taking and homework why I don't want to go to school, It's just one person. But I tough it out and go anyway. Because I'm smart and strong and I can do it.
December 10, 2008