So, this year was not easy at all. I met a boy and he's changing everything I would ever want him to. There's just something wrong, he's states away. I really like him, but STATES away, thats a little to much to deal with. He lived in my town before and that's how we met, but he moved and now i want him back. I've had many other boyfriends, but I just cannot get him out of my head. I'm not sure if im in love with him or what, but their's just something about him and it drives my crazy. I reread the letter he wrote me and I think about the what if's. Hopefully everything might changed when he moves back here, since he told me that, but is it worth the wait? Will he still like me? Will he still want to go out with me? Did he change into someone else that I may not like? If you were to ask me what kind of girl I am, I would tell you that I am just a lost girl.