I almost lost my little sister. You now when you lose someone, because they died. It's like it takes apart of you. Like a part of you is gone, all you can do is think of that person. Every min, Every second, you think "Was it my fault?" You wanna scream, or hurt someone or something. All you can do is cry your eyes out till there's no more. You can't think positive, all negative. The worst part is when you regret "I should of been there" or I feel real stupid! When you lose someone a part of your heart is gone. The smiles you used to have disappear. All the good memories shatter to pieces. You feel as if your life is cut into pieces.
April 4, 2008