I smile, because they expect me to. i laugh because it comforts them. but inside there a guy tied up in chains and her mouth has been sewn shut. she cries and tries to scream but no one hears her because i won't let them. i continue to smile and laugh because if i don't i could lose myself. i'm afraid if i let this girl out, i can't get her back in, and that scares me because it reminds me, I'm not that strong.... i'm not so brave.