People would tell you that i was in denial but trust me Im not. I broke up with him 2 months ago, I am completely over him. The shivers that I get when he looks at me are just wind chills; it's really windy even if it is 92 degrees outside. The happiness and joy I get when he smiles at me and looks my way is just because I'm happy that I'm over him. I am NOT still in love with him, I'M the one that broke it off with him so why would I still be hopelessly in love? The little jealousy monster that gnaws in my mind when he flirts with other girls is there because it's bored and likes to mess with my head and make me think those vile thoughts about those girls. Why do people roll their eyes at me when I deny my feelings? I have nothing to hide and I am not in denial...You know that saying "Can never be JUST friends"? I laugh at it HA! ....OMG! he's looking at me! act casual.......What? Hasn't anyone ever told you that denial is just a lie covered in chocolate?