I choke on these words, the ones burnt on the back of my head. The ones I'll always know, even when my heads foggy, and my chest is about to explode.

The stabbing feelsing worse when I look at your lips, the temptation fills me with fear. I've never wanted to hold anything more dearly in my life.

My bodies collapsing, the life sucked out. I feel like I'm fading, piece by piece, they're all shutting down, no more Chelsea to run them.

My stomache it leaps she tells me she still loves me. But what's the good? you can't love an a jerk.

I'll prove to her one day, I'll prove to her I've changed. I miss her like mad, as an incomplete being I pray to my god she'll take me back someday, but reaping is alot harder than the sowing.

I will always love this girl, forever and always.