Some people say love does not matter. But it does. Love comes from the heart it is a big thing. It may take a moment to realize it but there is a reason we have love. We can give love away to other people but we don’t always get it back. I gave love this year. I gave all of it to Justin. He never gave it back. I felt empty after I realized he would never give it back. I sat up every night crying thinking why can he give some love to me. Then I found out he had none. He had no love to share. He loved other people and had none left for me. The problem was me. I took love from everyone else and gave it to him. Then he gave it right back to everyone else but me. Love hurts and I know it. I still love Justin. But I now know I love him to much. I’m a selfish jerk.
June 14, 2009